08Mar07: FRUSTRATION
Yesterday was a day of rest, with primary back stretch thrown in for good measure before bed.
Today:
- OIP/HF/El
- TWO
Is it normal for Total Workout to seem so much harder to me? I think my frame of mind might have had a lot to do with that, though -- I was full-on cranky up until T-Tapp Twist. Then, I like that move -- plus it seems to "release" something in me, and I started to feel better. But, I'm telling you, crankiness can put a damper on your workout!
Mood things: I'm acting vaguely PMSy, even though I'm on my cycle right now. My hips are a full inch bigger than they were. Forty-fucking-three inches, people. I can look at myself in clothing all day long and know that it's because I'm developing a T-Tapp booty (as if I needed help?), but still, it's frustrating. Repeat to self: I build muscle. Then I drop fat. This is how MY body works. I build muscle. Then I drop fat. This is how MY body works. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Yeah, I’d still like to see some inch loss. Is that too much to ask? I toyed with the idea of a second boot camp (since my first one was only 4 days, after all), but decided I’ll wait and let 4 weeks pass before doing it again. And next time, it’ll be a 7-10 day one, at least. Until then, less will have to be more, and I’ll stick with doing TWO only every other day.